The sins of my past haunt me
Habits and passions plague me
The ghosts of foregone loves torment me
Spectres and demons just won't leave me
Alone with myself, no one but me
Forced to see it's not all me
Fear of the future grips me
Anxiety in the present electricutes me
I can't cure this disease that's killing me
Inside my mind, my heart, deep within me
I wonder what they think about me
When their words don't tell me
Do they make fun of me, ridicule me
If I died would they miss me
But I know it's also me
The way I act disgusts me
The way I think humiliates me
Sometimes it poisons me
Becomes what defines me
How people remember me
But I can't let it control me
I can't let it corrupt me
My sins can damn me
God can save me
And my heart will judge me.
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